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2007-04-12T19:22:00.000+08:00

I juz can't get it.. What's being fair got to do to being a Chinese.. Ya Chinese has fair skin.. But can't a Malay or Indian be fair too?? Hmm.. Well, some Chinese people thinks I'm Chinese at the first sight.. They doesn't even need to think twice to confirm it.. Haiz.. Even some of my own race thinks i'm Chinese.. I find it real weird coz i dun tink i look like Chinese at all. Juz that i'm fair.. Hmm.. wherever i go it's always the same thing.. Kinda bored.. Well, i even tried to explain to these people that i'm not Chinese and doesn't even have a Chinese background but they somehow thinks i'm lying.. what the hell!! It's not that big of a prob but i need to have my say too right? well, whatever..

2007-04-11T19:47:00.000+08:00

Rite now I'm just waiting to finish up my 2nd scriptwriting/story.. I hope i will be satisfied with this 2nd story of mine. Only my younger sis will be able to read it coz i written the story in Hindi & English. So not many people i know able to understand. By watching and being in love with Hindi movies makes me a story writer. hehe.. Well, since in school I've been writing.. Only that i can't publish it all. Well, whatever it is money is always an issue. So i juz write as a pastime. Hmm.. But i still do wish that one day my stories are known by many.. hehe.. Well, every success starts from a daydream. Okiez.. I got to go now.. Be writing in again..

2007-04-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

I'm here again... Yahoo!! tomorrow i'm not working!haha.. I'm really very tired actually.. hmm.. sO IT'S TIME TO Party baby!! hehe.. Well, gotta get a rest neway.. btw tiz Sunday is my aunt's bday... Here I come to EAT!! haha.. Well, she gotta juz get ready for a surprise..hehe.. I got her a present already.. Guess she gonna love it.. hmm.. Btw I really have a lot of ideas for a new story but i gotta finish up a story of mine which is pending at the moment.. Hmm. It will turned out great-I hope.. So all the best to me.. hehe.. Gotta go folks!

2007-03-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

hallooo ppl! here i come again... when i go away i will b back soon... haha... i really dunno wat to write. me writing rite now is juz 4 the sake of updating.. haha.. well me kinda sad didnt get into poly.. no vacancy.. like finding job seh.. no vacancy.. hehe.. me gonna try again nxt intake.. one day surely i get wat i want in life.. :> peace ppl.. love ya all.. haha..

2007-02-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

I donno wat to write in but becoz of my beloved sister I'm sending this post.. Coz she said she's bored reading the same thing everytday.. If it was someone else I heck care... Haha.. Just joking.. Wat should I write neway?? Haiz.. My day?? Hah.. The same as any other day.. Wat I'm feeling rite now?? I'm very hungry.. Haven't taken my dinner u know.. Haha.. I will go and eat in a while.. My mom cooked chicken sambal.. Very nice.. All becoz I asked her to.. She always listens to wat I say.. Hehe.. Well, most of the time.. Okay.. Got to go.. I wanna eat.. Cheers people!

2007-01-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I write in... Well, been busy. Very busy lately. So now I dunno wat to write about. Hmm. As u know I have a lot of wishes and dreams to achieve. So I only need to put all the extra effort to achieve it all. I really hope I achieve some of it before my 21st birthday in April. All the best to me. hehe.

2005-05-12T18:04:00.000+08:00

For quite some days I have been so busy that's why i didn't update my blog.. U know juz now my presentation was so funny.. I didn't even know what to say.. Haha.. Very funny!! Luckily, my classmates paid attention tyo me and my group.. they even clapped after we'd done.. haha.. donno whether it was truthfully or juz acting to be interested.. hehe.. nevermind.. all dat is over now.. now only concentrate on my exam next week.. haiz.. I haven't even study!! My oh my!! :(.. nevermind juz do my best hah.. hmm... neway i am so cold inside tiz classroom.. hmm.. my hands almost numb over here.. but wat to do i still wanna type.. hehe. merepekz... %-) ok2.. i end here.. it will be quite some time before i am able to update my blog again.. haiz.. Why?? coz i will not have any more class after next Wednesday... My 2 years in ITE is finally over.. Yeah!! Haha.. i wanna have a 1 month rest then look for another job.. Hmm. ok chiao!!

2005-05-05T13:28:00.000+08:00

One more thing i forgot to add in- for my guy:"I am not neglecting u at all.. If u feel tat way I am so so sorry about it... Well, I am busy and i did told u, once a while i wanna have a time on my own too.. Today is a happy day for me and i donno why it's a boring day for you... Sometimes everyone are left alone.."

2005-05-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

I really wanna watch a Hindi movie today but I donno the timing at all.. I juz read my guy's blog he said he's not in the mood to watch a movie today.. Haiz... i wanna something he don't want.. I don't wan, he wants.. haiz.. donno wat to say lah.. hmm.. nvrmind if he don't want to watch i can go watch with my sis.. :) there's always many ways in doing things... Always look on the bright side of life!! I am!! hmm.. watever..

2005-05-03T15:49:00.000+08:00

Let's see.. You know last time sometimes I feel dat it's quite tiring and boring to meet my boyfriend everyday. but now I will miss him if i don't see him even a day!! Hmm.. i really wonder why the sudden change in me..haiz.. I began to cherish him more and more.. Izit becoz I began to really be in love with him?? Haiz.. I don't know.. It's not dat i don't love him in da first place, juz dat i felt diferent now.. hmm.. I juz miss him whenever he's not in front of my eyes... :/ neway it's a good thing at i felt tiz way now.. :)

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2005-04-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

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2005-04-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

"Life is so short. Filled it up with so much love. Make full use of it while u can."

2005-01-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

Today is just like normal days... It's just as boring... Hehe... But great to be with my frenz all... Just brightens up my days all... Hehehe... What can i say?? Erm... nowadays i dun feel like eating... i dunno why... At this moment of time i have no idea what to write... Never mind... So till here then...

2005-01-18T13:28:00.000+08:00

Wow...!! It has been so long since i write in... Unbelieavable,right?? Ya.. of course man... Anyway, I have been pretty busy nowadays... It's ok... many things happened already... Haiz... It's really a long story that i find it hard to write in... perhaps another day... ok... If someone just out of a sudden missing in my life, then suddenly he came back to ask for your hand in marriage... what will you do?? You will be really shocked right???!! That's how i am feeling right now... But i just keep it cool... I don't wanna say too much in this matter... I like to relaxed the matter... I continue later...

2004-08-18T13:38:00.000+08:00

Nowadays life is getting so bored but funny... can u believe that??!! U have to... It is true... Everyday if i don't laugh or crack a joke, i can die... Hehehe.. My life is becoming like a joke... I take everything as one big joke... Why?? I don't like to be serious.. Coz if i'm serious, i will only have a heartbreak... It's true.. So take things lightly and just a joke... Niwae yesterday was like a big joke. Why? Coz me and my frend lost our way.. Hahaha... We took the wrong bus and ended up in Habourfront mine u.. Haha.. We supposed to go to TAMPINES but ended up in Habourfront.. Haha.. Then we acted like we went there for sight seeing.. hehe.. We looked at cable cars and all that... Then again cracked jokes that i could rolled on the floor...!! Really, terribly funny!! We will never forget this incident...

2004-08-11T14:02:00.000+08:00

I am really bored already with my Mr Cute & Adorable... Haiz... Not worth it ar... hehe.. Guess took me kinda long to realise that... Nonsense... Well, it's ok... Im free to make any decision... But there is always a 'but'.... Haiz... It's ok... forget it..

2004-08-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

The other day i dreamt abt my Mr Cute & Adorable... It was really a strange dream.. In the dream there are two guys.. One is Mr Cute & Adorable the other is someone else.. now i forgotten who it was... but as u know the 1st guy is damn good-looking but in the dream he was really ugly.. the other guy in real life he is average looking but in the dream he was really handsome and pleasant to see... so i guess the dream wanna tell me that physical attractiveness is nothing compared to internal beauty... God wanna show me that an average looking guy has a better character.. and don wanna mw go for looks... How interesting i must say... hehehe.. well, i will heed that advise...;)

2004-08-03T08:56:00.000+08:00

Me kinda unsure of my feelings... Well, on one side is Y.J. and the other... haiz.. i myself dunno wat my real feelings are... i feel so happy with Y.J. whenever he is around i feel so nice.. hehe.. but whenever he talks to me i pretend not interested.. juz answered him in one two words... why??? i duno... ya, i like him but- there is always a but... haiz... i guess i juz stop thinking about tiz and eventually will find an answer somewhere, somehow...

2004-07-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

Guess what?? I am so hungry at the moment... Hehehe.. Is tat something to tell ya all?? hehe.. Well, niwae it's been 4 days since i saw my Mr Cute & Adorable... hehe.. Miss him?? I don't think so... I just miss My Y.J. It has been a week since i last saw him.. And also tat the other time at work he doesn't even say hi to me.. haiz... he never was like that.. He used to joke and greet me everytime he sees me.. but that day he didn't.. Tat makes me SAD... but thinking of it, why didn't i said hi first??! Stupid of me.. Never mind. All i can say is that I really like him but i can never let anyone know...

2004-07-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

For so long me didn't write in... well, i got nothing to say basically... life is boring nowadays... haiz... studies is hard nowadays... that is why me didnt update the blog.. don't blame me... oki.. gtg.. nothing else to say.

2004-07-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

Well really sorry for not updating.. but i want to say that=I'M BACK!!! hehee... well, today my day is alrite.. not too happy and not too sad.. juz average... well i was never that happy niwae in life... but always try to put a smile on my face... By the way, today's my best frens' bday.. I wish her a VERY VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her... Hope all her wishes come true and God bless her!!!

2004-05-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

Haiz... u know something... for the past 2 days i dreamt of 'Mr Cute & Adorable'... hehehe.. very nice ar... hehehe.. and funny too.. unexpected too... ok2... me tired already talking abt tiz... and niwae my frenz got some problems... one of them juz broke up with her guy...(and she very sad, i wonder why!the guy not tat good also)ok2.. watever... juz hope she forgets him very soon... as for me??? i have an aim to get to... and after tat i tell ya wat happens... and i hope im satisfied with tat.. haha...

2004-05-12T09:26:00.000+08:00

Today my day is alrite... juz like bored... as usual... everytime im BORED! hehehe... Niwae today i think im gona go out to meet my best buddy.. miss him so much u know... hehehe.. well my best buddy that's why... ok.. i dun know what else to say ar.. k ar bye..

2004-05-11T09:45:00.000+08:00

So long i didnt write in.. Why?? Coz there is nothing interesting to talk about... Ok.. Yesterday i went out with tiz guy who used to like me... But that was a long time ago... Now we are friends... We r always friends by the way... OK2... He is gaining weight and tat is good coz he used to be skinny... Now he is better-looking.. hehehe.. so bad huh?? hehehe.. well tat is me.. He is getting closer again with me and i dun mind coz i love frenship... hehhee.. frenz forever.. Tat is why i always like the one i love is also my friend... coz frenship last... Nothing else does.. with frenship then there is love... Wow so philosophical... hehehe... And i remembered i told my ex once tat i always like every relationship to be based on frenship... And then we broke up... And now he seems to live up to it.. I mean live up to my words... Frenz first others later... Tat is good... hehhe...

2004-05-06T13:11:00.000+08:00

Nowadays there is nothing to talk about... Haiz.. Nothing interesting happens but only that my frenz teased me with this guy at school who is interested in me.. Haiz.. Of course i have no feelings for him.. I am not interested in Malay guys tat is why... Haiz.. Heheheh.. Sometims i find it really funny... Watever... So interesting tat happen is tat and nothing else.. I have not seen my "Mr Cute & Adorable" for so long already... Miss him man! Seeing his face makes my day...

2004-05-04T08:46:00.000+08:00

Today it is ok for me... Haiz... But kinda bored man... I always say that everytime so nothing is new... Hehehe... Ok2... Me think that i have not much to say coz as u know sometimes my lifeis juz so BORING!!! Haiz... Sad huh??? Wat can i do??? Nothing basically.... Like wat man... So i juz leave it to God...

2004-05-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

Hi again!!! Today during SW lesson me real tired.. Nvr been so tired b4... hehehe... Why?? Coz me play floorball with my frenz... and i decided to join floorball team with my another close fren.. hehhe.. juz wanna stay healthy and fit... hehehe... Great huh??? Me likes sports actually... LAst time during school time me not active coz my frens all not the sporty type.. but now my frens are sporty type so me so active too... hehehe.. good for me right?? yup... ok2... me juz wait..

2004-04-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

TOday is alright... Juz now i had my IA phase test... It went smoothly... Thank God... hehehe... And niwae juz now one of my frenz again told me that her boyfriend's guy fren wanna get to know me... Like nonsense like that... Heehe... My fren called him 'monyet' which basically mean monkey... She called Malay guys 'monyet' niwae... hehehe... But wat the heck... Ok.. U think i am interested to get to know him??? Nope... hehehe.. So bad of me, huh?? Well watever.... If i ever let him to get to know me then i tell in here... OKiez...

2004-04-28T10:13:00.000+08:00

Life is really CRUEL... That is why I always prefer to think and imagine myself in the MOVIES WORLD... It is so beautiful and wonderful... Full of love... And Good triumphs over evil... In real life no such thing as that... So i always feel that BE in the FAKE WORLD is GREAT!!! But wat to do, no way... Haiz... Right now my life is so BORING! No excitement.... Life is so STAGNANT! Wat the heck that people say life is a ROLLER COASTER??? Rubbish man... Life is like HINDI MOVIES- 3 hours long.... So slow... In the case of HINDI movie-it is much fun and exciting than LIFE... Guess i have a big problem with LIFE...Haiz... Watever...

2004-04-26T12:14:00.000+08:00

Today i saw my "Mr Cute & Adorable".hehehe.. but as usual he didn't acknowledge me ah... Sad huh?? But it is ok.. i am used to such things... As long as i see him tat is enough...Hehehe.. I am crazy huh??? Well of course... Nowadays i am so bored tat i feel like wanna watch a movie... Ya the other time i watched Hellboy... But fell like watching more movies but i dun have money... So bad man... Nvr mind im gonna claim my award of $50 later...Hehehe.. Then i can watch movie or maybe play pool also..Heheeh.. i miss playing pool... ok then....

2004-04-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

What the heck is happening man?? I dunno..Yesterday me went to watched a movie with my BEST BUDDY..Heehehe...We watched "Hellboy" and in the end he 'bingit' like hell..!Hehehe... But never mind it was somehow a nice show..No regrets!Hehehe... I also wonder why he out of a sudden wants to watch a movie..Hehehe.. Very funny siah...But i still wonder what had really happened with him and his gal...Are they still together or not??I didnt asked at all...HAiz..Never mind... If he wants to say he will tell me...It is ok with me... But i am looking forward to watch another movie with my best buddy..Hehehe... Well my best buddy.. No one else can have him as a best bud..Hehehe... Niwae juz now i saw my "Mr Cute & Adorable"...Hehehe...He is very cute...But nvr mind...

2004-04-21T10:22:00.000+08:00

I saw my "Mr Cute & Adorable" juzt now...Hehehe...I juz want to get out frm there man...Dun1 him to even see me at all...Malu siah! But i know he dun care at all...But it still embarrassing... He is still very cute to me...And i really like him but tat will only remain tat way...Haiz... He was at his SW lesson juz now..I know he did saw me...But wat to do..?? Forget it man...

Being in LOVE is not juz by saying "I LOVE YOU"... It is a much deeper bond than tat... Sometimes silence tells everything in the heart... You don't have to say a thing to tell wat is in the heart... Sometimes it causes pain but wat can u do? Some people juz don't understand its meaning...

2004-04-21T08:16:00.000+08:00

Today i came early especially to go to assembly..And guareented tat tomorrow i will be late..Hehehe...But i try to be early..Hehehe...NIwae about the crush-"Mr Cute & Adorable", i have to somehow put him aside...And btw i think i am going to the IIFA Awards on 22 May..Hehehe... I will buy the $100 ticket...but i can only bring my youngest sister coz she need not pay for the ticket...Hehehe.. Wat abt my younger sis??Haiz..She have to pay for her own self...I dun want to pay the $50 ticket..Cant c clearly...If $75 i can buy forher also...But i want to have a clear view..which is $100 or $175 or $300...Hehee.. But i can only pay $100 for my own self...Haiz..So sad... I'm gonna go man...No matter wat...Heehe...

2004-04-20T09:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz...My life is so sad nowadays... My "Mr Cute & Adorable" will think tat im a desperado man...!! Because yesterday my friends msg him saying tat i wrote down his name on the paper and covered the whole page!!Oh God!! tat's y i feel so down... Ya he dun care about gals liking him but i sound so desperate man!! Tat i dun like... Wat must he be thinking??!! Guess he evens forget about me already...Haiz...Tat is so sad for me... My life is so damn unlucky tat tiz kind of thing happens again.. i know he is not inteested in me but wat my frenz did juz making the matter worst... haiz.. tat is wat i really hate... Problem after another problem... So inconvenient...Wat should i do?? Well nothing niwae...I cant do anything or need to do anything... Saddening... Haiz... Well now he knows i like him but for wat??? No use at all...Rubbish man...Watever ah... Liking someone really hurts terribly...Rubbish...Idiot..

2004-04-19T12:33:00.000+08:00

I am in class rite now... Haiz..kinda boring... Well which class is so ENJOYABLE?? Well, i think my best buddy got a problem and tat he didnt want to tell me... Maybe abt his gal...I dont know wat the real story... I hope he is alrite...Nowadays he always keeps things to himself..I am his best bud but sometimes he juz dun tell everything to me... As for me i most of the time tell him abt my problems coz i trust him...But as for him...I dunno... i really dont... I hope everything wil be alrite for him... ok as for me... u know tat i really so into with my "Mr Cute & Adorable"..so far i realised tat i 'love' someone becoz ofthe face...To tell u the truth i never in my life really 'love' a guy becoz of character... I really hope and wish tat one day i will love a guy bcoz of his CHARACTER... Maybe face then go to the character... But the thing tat i dun really believe is tat-guys always go for INNER BEAUTY...LIke real??!! Most guys i encounter, all said the same thing but dun mean it at all... I really feel it is a miracle if i ever encounter a guy who LOVES a GAL becoz of her heart first.... it only happens in the MOVIES..

2004-04-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

Just now i went to the library and then i saw my 'Mr Cute & Adorable'...hehehe.. i almost melt when i see him... he is sooo ccuuuttee!!! I feel so happy to see him.. but after tat something comes to mind... Why i like him so much?? i shouldn't have tiz kind of feeling towards him... It is just IMPOSSIBLE tat he likes me too... Well as a fren also he dun't talk or even say 'HI!' when he sees me... Well, he said tat he is a shy guy especially with gals so i understand him... Haiz. But so sad tat i like him too much... I will surely gets a heart break... So b4 i feel so lost into him, i better regain my consciousness... But tell u the truth, i really really really really really like him...!! The first guy tat i ever ever like so much in MY LIFE!!! Believe it or not...How i wish he will know one day but i can't get myself to tell him...He is so good-looking and i'm an average looking gal... Just dun go tat well...

2004-04-14T08:32:00.000+08:00

Today me kinda late for school again... But it is ok... i still come to school.. hehehe... niwae i feel kinda bored today... today i got make-up class at 2-4pm..haiz... so boring... and i have to accompany my dearest fren to the airport.. she gotta send an Indon crew home.. hhehe.. very the 'semangat'...Nowadays i feel so lonely and alone... No one is there to keep me company... haiz... I feel loneliness envelopes me...Even though many people surround me, i feel the emptiness in my life. I feel the lack of excitement... I feel like i'm left alone in a deserted island...Haiz... How i wish some day my life will change to a better one.. i hope...

2004-04-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

haiz... today is the same normal day... i have done my IA test and i can do it.. hehee.. good for me... niwae i kinda feel irritated nowadays... becoz of someone ar... hehehe... well niwae forget abt tat.. i dun wanna spoil my day worrying abt this person.. just waste my energy and time.. hahaha... somehow i feel tat life is not being fair to me... not tat it was ever fair b4... i wish tat one day someone will be able to bring shine in my life.. not tat my frenz dunt but just frenz are different...they shine on u differently...

2004-04-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

U know something i saw my "Mr Cute & Adorable" juz now... hehehe... he changed his hair style today... hehee.. looks so dashing!! so ccuuttee!! U know, look at him is enough.. and tat makes my day!! heheehe... but tat is sad too... sad tat i like him so much... haiz.. liking someone so much can break the heart... haiz.. ok2.. never mind. as long as im happie is alright...

2004-04-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

Life has many obstacles and one of them is the love obstacle... People are always looking for love...People
always think that their love will not happen... But if love wants to happen, it will just happen without anyone realising it... Love can wait... WITH SO MUCH LOVE IN THIS WORLD THERE SURELY JUST AS MUCH LOVE TOO...AND SURELY THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE TO LOVE EACH OTHER AND EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD...Peace!

2004-04-07T09:58:00.000+08:00

Hello again! Me in my class rite now.. kinda bored... haiz.. and also it difficult for me to contact people... as my hp has been stolen since last week... and i am using prepaid rite now... i can't even msg my best buddy... haiz.. sad huh? it does... so at the moment i have to live with my prepaid number... ok i guess i just leave now.. c ya!

2004-04-06T09:36:00.000+08:00

This is my first official web site that i just created today... hehehe... Anyway today i don't have much to say... My class gonna end pretty soon... So see ya all tomorrow...